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I said that I'm sad today What is new You said I look sad today Bitch who are you No one understands my ways Like cryptic traffic views I feel like I'm sad today I feel like I'm sad I said that I'm sad today What is new You said I look bad today Bitch who are you No one understands my ways Like cryptic traffic views Sad today Wake up with a hollow, empty feeling in my stomach I know I'm in denial but the truth is too hard to stomach Sometimes it gets too hard, I wanna pack my shit and run away But it feels like everywhere I go I'm followed by the trauma 5 years of bottling emotions A kid Shouldn't have to be made to go over that shit The years are stacking up but it is what it is I force away my tears, get back on my boss shit but I woke up sad today Feeling bad but I gotta stay Fake smiles hide away and disguise the pain Long time but I never see it changing They telling me that I'm selfish for feeling this way Due to how it's making others feel, I feel disgraced I said that I'm sad today What is new You said I look sad today Bitch who are you No one understands my ways Like cryptic traffic views I feel like I'm sad today I feel like I'm sad I said that I'm sad today What is new You said I look bad today Bitch who are you No one understands my ways Like cryptic traffic views Sad today