eyes in the dark

Tell me, what do you see, when your gaze falls on me That's merely what you perceive It gets so deep I stop breathing I feel your vision pierce the back of my head Intrusive late night thoughts "Would they care if I'm dead" Anxiety easily triggered like semi-autos with lead I get stressed out, paranoid by the turn of a head My tank is full, I'm overloaded Was there an error when I was coded Emotional magazine full, can't load it My mind is going too fast need to slow it down The man in the mirror is looking at me And to be honest I'm too embarrassed to see him I know I was put on this earth for a reason But can I hurry up, reach out and reach it I'm taking this medication is it working? Sometimes it's alright but sometimes I feel worthless Most of the time I just sit with a blank face staring at the walls, I'm hurting (yeah) I said that I'm hurting My head playing with me, like this really is the worst game Do they even care? Look I really cannot be certain Don't know which is worse and I'm either the cursed one Or maybe it is me that be doing all the cursing (hey) Hold back I'll be purging snakes Yeah I think we need to talk it out But I'm getting tired of waiting (ay) On you not to make mistakes I'm running out of words to say I'm getting tired of discussing my feelings So I'm gonna save face stand, smile and wave Tell me, what do you see, when your gaze falls on me That's merely what you perceive It gets so deep I stop breathing I feel your vision pierce the back of my head Intrusive late night thoughts "Would they care if I'm dead" Anxiety easily triggered like semi-autos with lead I get stressed out, paranoid by the turn of a head