Breathless Agony

I wring my hands together A silent plea, a hollow cry Fingers slick with sweat A nervous tic to pass the time To draw your eyes downwards To distract and not look at mine To see the flicker of despair Which my glasses try to hide And it won't stop And I can't cope And it's so bleak When there's no hope Jagged breathing My lungs cannot fill in time Breathless agony My façade just can't disguise I'm running out of breath Slowly running out of life Running to escape the pain Quickly running out of time And it won't stop And I can't cope And it's so bleak When there's no hope What's the point In holding on? I can't remember How to smile, it's gone Just to get through the day And what for? Another one like this I can't take any more I turn my phone on Check the time, nothing to see Nothing left to say Left to hear or left to read Nothing left to think Nothing left for me to do Nothing left to care about Nothing left to hold on to And it won't end And I can't sleep And there's no joy And there's no peace What's the point In holding on? I can't remember How to smile, it's gone Just to get through the day And what for? Another one like this I can't take any more And it won't stop And it won't end And I can't cope And I can't sleep And it's so bleak And there's no joy When there's no hope And there's no peace And it won't stop And it won't end And I can't cope And I can't sleep And it's so bleak And there's no joy When there's no hope And there's no peace And it won't stop And it won't end And I can't cope And I can't sleep And it's so bleak And there's no joy When there's no hope And there's no peace And it won't stop And it won't end And I can't cope And I can't sleep And it's so bleak And there's no joy When there's no hope And there's no peace