Shotgun

Self inflicted gunshot Sitting in a void lot Miles away from my home Laying here all alone This is the life that I've led No tears left to shed What is left of life? Heart's been carved By its knife I have lost everything Nothing left I can bring No one will understand This is my last demand Freedom in a loaded shotgun Cock it back Watch it blow Six feet underground Never will I be found Soul will leave this world But into hell it's hurled I did not ask for this Burning in dark abyss Flames start to scorch skin Only pain felt within When will this nightmare end Is it all just pretend? Why commit suicide If you don't truly die? Freedom in a loaded shotgun Cock it back Watch it blow Welcome to my home Of fire and stone The souls of the damned Are all very crammed The flames from the dark Grow very stark And for all of eternity You'll bear my mark