Tension (feat. Ian Alexander)

Been tryna dot my Ps and Qs Been Trynda eat my peas and celery Still None of its been doing what you telling me it would and I'm developing resentments in my belly as I should Que up my rebellion cause I'm ready I should get out more But when I do my head is down and I been frowning at the floor I never get far, it feels useless See that tip jar? Leave your two cents at the door How you gonna exercise and exercise your Demons if your energy's depleted See to me defeats the purpose, I conserve it for the worst days I conserve it for my Christmases and birthdays I conserve it for the homies that are hurt And for the just another Thursday's I'm on empty Never had much to give a f*ck about up in the first place You can't tempt me I need a sign that say no advise needed I seen the out come I seen the bleeding You seen the albums You see the reason for me leaving any legion or a lead on something that I can believe in How they gonna say that I'm betraying all the grievances I previously had I'm as heated as Ive ever been Just equally as sad up in a frequency of being as indecent as my dad was I should just be leaving on the last bus to nazerath And act up Cast me to the chasm where they pass blunts Pack up, say screw it, unpack, ruin my life and say that's uhhhh The way she goes I guess Not depressed But Been getting pretty lonely Like a rover supernova quest Been getting pretty bold never asking what the dosage is Been Getting pretty old... I'm over it Yo