people pleaser

Yeah it's been a long time since I wrote things, I'm falling Off into the sky, my fans don't know me Feeding off the boredom I've been having long nights, just wishing that my niggas can relate to my highs and lows The wind keeps blowing, I'm stuck in the past tryna act all knowing Been staying to myself tryna learn self-love, but every time a girl walk by I'm like, damn well f*ck Tell me how you never knew yourself because you changing Every time people walk in your life you arrange shit People Pleaser, like fam you cannot blame 'em, People Pleaser, walk out when shit get dangerous Tell me how you never found a way to make your own way Tell me how you never did that shit at your own pace People Pleaser, never learned to run my own race, People Pleaser, never put that shit on my own plate I've been tryna find ways to enter my own space, tryna spend time so these minutes won't waste Music was a thing for me at first but now I can't make it past a verse People kept pressing, I'm not good with the pressure, I kept on trying to make a good effort When I press play I'm like damn this shit ass, making some melodies my only task All day and night I would be in the kitchen, cooking some heat and I'd just keep on clicking Delete and delete I just wasn't feeling, the vibe I got was just not in the mission Aim for perfection was my first mistake, made the whole process of fun go to waste People kept telling me "just not my taste," Playing my songs while they laughed in my face Done tryna please give a f*ck what you think, you can do you and I'll stay doing me Justice is served, thank you for the peace, moving with God put me on my feet Thanking the lord I've reached a new feat, if not for him who knows where I'd be Had to stand up and grow some new teeth, done getting beat so others could eat One take Wipe nosey My throat hurts so much I will say this one more time though, and I'm just hoping that y'all listen Tell me how you never knew yourself because you changing Every time people walk in your life you arrange shit People Pleaser, like fam you cannot blame 'em, People Pleaser, walk out when shit get dangerous Tell me how you never found a way to make your own way Tell me how you never did that shit at your own pace People Pleaser, never learned to run my own race, People Pleaser, never put that shit on my own plate