I Tried (feat. Safire)

Try but I'm breaking my heart every day Wishing the pain and sorrow would go away I'm at a loss for words don't know what to say Mothers tears drop could pass for a lake As I smoke my pain goes away Only feel when I'm intoxicated Pop four uh them just yesterday I wanna stop but they got a hold of me Up all night cuz my stomach aching Having nightmares damn I cannot sleep Restless nights I been defeated I fear my demons are winning Battle yes, but the war isn't over I see the light at the end of the tunnel Homies got my back for e'll I know it Thinkin back to when we started spittin I Triiiiied Oooooh Whhhyyy Weee Triiiiied Teelll Mee Whhhyyy Tried but I'm broken Soft spoken when my heart was open How do I approach when I close the doors on my emotions Tried but I'm floatin Can't stay down when I get to smokin Mind has awoken Now I know I can't deny the notion That I did it to myself Can't seek peace when you don't want help Never did a bid, realize how I felt Caught by the beast inside myself But was it really you or me Ain't a damn thing I can do to see I'm sick of how you can be Dead to me now I read a eulogy I Triiiiied Oooooh Whhhyyy Weee Triiiiied Teelll Mee Whhhyyy