Glitching

I just started counting my necessities Ain't nobody told me about a secret recipe Everybody struggle with identity Everybody troubled but nobody got the empathy It was said to be the battle of the century Mind over matter and we shattered all expectancy And now nobody next to me Still I'm suffocated cuz they won't stop texting me I wonder what was meant to be? Sometimes I read people like I have telepathy I remember what they said to me Ain't nobody living in this world debt free Credit fees, debit please interac I got cheese and I see your machine say tap I could be in the red but I let it fade to black Cuz I gotta stay fed and I think I'm gonna snap, like a twig Smoke another cig till the pain dies Waiting to be big sortta same as watching paint dry Always how I live ever since I was waist high Now I gotta give but I don't wanna waste my Time on this earth even though I'm living reverse Benjamin Button just crawled out of the hearse What's worse, being born a few years too late Or being born never realizing that you choose fate We don't get to choose, time, place or parents would Never choose the ghetto keep em' safe, that's parent hood From the struggle rubble getting re-formed Drowning in a puddle and I double up to peak form Drop down again, people crowd around again Everyone surrounding when I hear my head pounding Then I'm nevermore, need a life line? I will sever yours I don't need to wage wars, swinging swords, settle scores I could chop you all in half with nothing more than metaphors I don't need a pilot to fly shit I set a course Soon as you think you got me figured than I metamorph Soon as you think you got me figured than I metamorph