Holding Me Down

Man it's kind of funny Before I was gonna call myself Indecisive, I was gonna call myself Mr. Middleman Because... Every god damn where I look, and everywhere I went I'd just be stuck in the middle of some bullshit So here we go again Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Stuck in the middle of two women I got new feelings and I don't know what to do with em F*ck if I thought I was through chillin Had more than a few women try to move through the vision F*ck around just to get a reaction I got no time for petty games or distractions You caught feelings cuz I got deep passion Every time you push me, n then you keep asking What happened we was laughing just a day ago Now I started snapping cuz I ain't no captain save a hoe I been acting ratchet but I say I'm acting crazy bro I been acting tragic ain't a soul that can save me no Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down You hold me down but I swear I'm barely breathing lately I been fighting feelings tryna deal with the grieving lately I been in a mood kind of confused started seeing lately Got it misconstrued all the abuse in my being lately I thought I had the damage all organized I can't even manage tryna bandage all my older lies I can't even to stand, giving a hand, always mortified Guess it's how they scan, I been damned, with distorted eyes Fortified, building a brick wall Ain't no way I'm slipping my position I sit tall I ain't with depictions, when I listen you list all The ways we were jaded climbing out of a pit fall Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down Here I go again tryna play the middle ground Can't get back up when you holding me down It's kind of cliché for me to say I'm married to the game But ain't a damn thing gon' change It's not a smart move, to loose time, to get brains To prove, you the guy, you the shit, when you get laid You get played, by your lady's attitude Bending over backwards kiss her ass and she ain't mad at you I had to do you dirty cuz you fucked with me Now I cut you off I was sharpening my cutlery I know you think you never had enough of me I was actin childish and I know you wanted custody You were straight wilding on some other shit discussing me Behind closed doors knew you never put your trust in me Nah you never put your trust in me Never put your trust in me Nah you never put your trust in me F*ck with me