cold as december

My heart as cold as december be She tried to dismember me I hope that she hate and remember me Made that bitch my enemy I burnt all the bridges and memories Ain't f*ck with the energy Been dead she can't sever me Got my demons protectin me My heart as cold as december be She tried to dismember me I hope that she hate and remember me Made that bitch my enemy I burnt all the bridges and memories Ain't f*ck with the energy Been dead she can't sever me Got my demons protectin me If she try to come back to me imma ball Nah nah nah i'm not gon fall DND up on my phone don't see calls Got some mental issues lately she's the cause Of my overthinking an all of my problems I knew i was sinking before i could solve them Been popping and drinking lately i feel awful I think i should quit it just me being honest I cry out for help but no one can hear me They blind to the signs i guess they all stevie They say they my friends they wanna deceive me But they all gon leave as soon as i'm 6 deep My heart as cold as december be She tried to dismember me I hope that she hate and remember me Made that bitch my enemy I burnt all the bridges and memories Ain't f*ck with the energy Been dead she can't sever me Got my demons protectin' me My heart as cold as december be She tried to dismember me I hope that she hate and remember me Made that bitch my enemy I burnt all the bridges and memories Ain't f*ck with the energy Been dead she can't sever me Got my demons protectin me Got my back against the wall and i feel helpless Everyone ignore my calls i know they selfish 'Member that they said for me they all was hell bent Guess i seen the truth for me and they was hell sent I need my revenge On anyone that said that they were Gon be there for me and be friends I know that they mad and they Jealous cuz i made it they want amends Please do not sit on my phone saying that you wanna come an be friends Please do not pretend Guard up against all the fake and the phony i can't take the risk I know that they snakes i know that They gon try and slither in The way that I'm moving i know that they jealous cuz I'm really winning Still praying up to the lord cuz i know that I'm sinning My heart as cold as december be She tried to dismember me I hope that she hate and remember me Made that bitch my enemy I burnt all the bridges and memories Ain't f*ck with the energy Been dead she can't sever me Got my demons protectin me My heart as cold as december be She tried to dismember me I hope that she hate and remember me Made that bitch my enemy I burnt all the bridges and memories Ain't f*ck with the energy Been dead she can't sever me Got my demons protectin me