Useless Walls

There are voids in my memory Those that hide times of doom The consequences of my actions were foreseeable My shield shatters before pain splinters Behind the walls of arrogance Is an identity slave to its ambitions To be strong implies to drop prejudices And hold out the reality with determination Behind the walls Four walls were around me As high as the greatness of my solitude As strong as the vagueness of my thoughts Only rubble, confusion and melancholy remain Appearances took hold in my heart Like blood, sadness flows through my body Feelings were overshadowed inside my stronghold Weak, fragile, naive, almost nonexistent There is a shameful true to recognize Ahead of vanity the urge to live is stronger Overcoming the mirages of the absurd Is freedom Freedom Four walls were around me As high as the greatness of my solitude As strong as the vagueness of my thoughts Rubble, confusion melancholy Four walls were around me As high as the greatness of my solitude As strong as the vagueness of my thoughts Only rubble, confusion and melancholy remain