Lower Myself

I know These things That I do Every Wrong Every Right Lowers Myself In a hole So small So tight A lifetime Of giving in A lifetime Of giving in I know The name of the fever Got Hold of me I fucking know it Nothing to do But burn it down Everything A forfeit A failure An exit An ending A plea for Death in an empty Room Lower myself Lower myself Lower myself In I want it Why can't I have It I want it Why can't I have It I want it Why can't I have It I want it Why can't I have It I know the end Before it begins So what's the point In humoring Me Just one more Just one more Just one more Lower myself Lower myself Lower myself In