Pretend

I'd like to think I'll find a way, find a way To be alright with the way you left this place Trying to find the words to say I hope you hear them floating out in space I never thought that I would see the day I wouldn't wake up to you Would dread the thought that if you went away Everyday I don't know what in the hell I would do Try to pretend, in my head, that you are not dead Now I'm reliving the grief in circles I hate the pain, that has stayed, since you went away and I don't want to have to Pretend anymore I still remember all the things you'd say to me I can't describe the emptiness since you left I wish you stayed every single day Oh god the all things I'd do differently I don't know what I believe in (But I believed in you) I just hope that I'll see you again In the end Try to pretend, in my head, that you are not dead Now I'm reliving the grief in circles I hate the pain, that has stayed, since you went away and I don't want to have to Pretend anymore Floating, I'm still floating Through the space and time That was meant for you and I I'll carry, I will carry Your weight till the afterlife Till we're frozen in the sky