Spiraling

One step from the edge Tear out of my skin To change me For you I didn't intend to Take it all out on you Wouldn't you like to Start all over I wish that you could see The darkness inside of me So you'd believe Me when I say I regret the things I said When I was seeing red Fighting these demons Why am I not healing? I - I wish that I could shed These voices in my head But they're not leavin Keeping me from feeling Lost you when I went blind And I pushed you aside I don't know why I Hate me lately I wanted you to see A better side of me But what if I'm just Questioning if I'm One step from the edge To falling From you Tear out of my skin To change me For you I regret the things I said When I was seeing red Fighting these demons Why am I not healing? I - I wish that I could shed These voices in my head But they're not leavin Keeping me from feeling I fall apart and I can't find What eats away at my peace Corrupting my state of mind I'm spiraling I can't find my peace of mind I'm spiraling I fall apart and I can't find What eats away at my peace Corrupting my state of mind I'm spiraling I regret the things I said When I was seeing red Fighting these demons Why am I not healing? I - I wish that I could shed These voices in my head But they're not leavin Keeping me from thinking Straight Cause all I feel is hate Making me contemplate If I will be o-k Or if I'll decay