Autumn (I Can't Help Myself)

Sleepless nights lightless days Looking through the clouds to see Nothing but my own humanity sinking slowly Drowning my body With the life I could've lived But what if it all stopped? The sky froze in front of everyone The grass stood still And my heart remains at peace Getting through it is only the first part Dragging yourself out to do what you want now I know I'll make it out of this I promise If I lived the way I should I'd be able to help you But I can't help myself And that's something I can't ever do But what if it all stopped? I tried so hard to make it right But you never said a thing The sky froze in front of everyone The grass stood still And my heart remains at peace Getting through it is only the first part Dragging yourself out to do what you want now I know I'll make it out of this I promise It's beginning to feel a lot like Autumn Although you've already made my thoughts fall down I wish I could go back to When I didn't feel this way When I was just still looking in your eyes Getting through it is always the worst part But I swear to you I won't let it fall apart I know I'll make it out of this I promise