Who's To Blame?

Don't focus on the path that you started Cause it'll never be what you wanted Every time I hear that voice I run away Run into the depths of my heart ache Where all I do is overthink and hide it I wish that I could do what I know I can God why can't I just be different I hate myself when I can't be who I am Just don't let me down I'm doing the thing that I've always been best at Looking up and all I see Is a face staring down at me Just don't let me down How can I live if I don't let you go You forced me out of where I belong Never gave a chance said it's wrong And never even thought that it could have Been your fault Keep lying to yourself and say it's ok That I'll turn back around to you someday But deep inside you truly know what you've done (what you've done) God why can't I just be different I hate myself when I can't be who I am Just don't let me down I'm doing the thing that I've always been best at Looking up and all I see Is a face staring down at me Just don't let me down How can I live if I don't let you go Who's fault is it now Who's fault is it now Who's fault is it now Who's fault is it now All these years I've known This was wrong, why'd you prolong You've known what to do So who's the one to blame now You God why can't I just be different I hate myself when I can't be who I am Just don't let me down I'm doing the thing that I've always been best at Looking up and all I see Is a face staring down at me Just don't let me down How can I live if I don't let you go Looking up and all I see Is your face disappointed in me How can you live if you don't let me go