LOSE IT

I'm in too deep I might lose it You don't know me I'm a loser I'm so lonely Never do shit She don't know me Might just lose her I can't sleep my mind is restless Got no friends cause they all have fences I'm so lonely I'm so tired Got no love Cause they all expire I'm so tired of being lonely Just want someone to love and hold me Just someone to say they love me I can't talk it's completely useless I just wanna be up there in the big leagues I just wanna be up there smoking big leaves I just wanna be up there in the big leagues Or at least in the same lane as Charli I'm in too deep I might lose it You don't know me I'm a loser I'm so lonely Never do shit She don't know me Might just lose her I'm in too deep I might lose it You don't know me I'm a loser I'm so lonely Never do shit She don't know me Might just lose her I take meds to help the depression I take meds to stop the obsession Father, please forgive me of my transgressions They gon' hate us all when they get this message Therapy doesn't help me anymore I just get sad and I slam the door Then I get drunk, call up this whore I don't got no friends, man life's a bore No support On the floor No support On the floor I just wanna be up there in the big leagues I just wanna be up there smoking big leaves I just wanna be up there in the big leagues Or at least in the same lane as Charli I'm insane man Demons in my brain, man Gave it all away, man I'm still watchin' WavMan She gon' suck my brain, man Runaway train, man I'm in too deep I might lose it You don't know me I'm a loser I'm so lonely Never do shit She don't know me Might just lose her I'm in too deep I might lose it You don't know me I'm a loser I'm so lonely Never do shit She don't know me Might just lose her I just wanna be up there in the big leagues I just wanna be up there smoking big leaves I just wanna be up there in the big leagues Or at least in the same lane as Charli