These Days

Feels like I'm running from my past now Can't even look you in your eye when you turn back Can't even look you in your eye when you look back Can't even look you in your These days it feels like I'm running from my past now Can't even look you in the eye when you look back now These days wonder if my brother's really for me Or you gon' turn it all around try and extort me These days wishing I could just speak my mind Why would I talk to you if you don't listen half the time Give my heart to you if you gon' use it for a crime Don't know why she calling me and act like she don't got nobody Bitch I am somebody Still finessing that's my hobby Text from 3D say he got him Told him bring him to the lobby You do damage to my body Destructive like Matt Hardy I was wondering If you could be loved like Bob Marley And it's no pressure no labels just for a while You promised to hold me down so I'm going the extra mile Fast forward we can't be in same vicinity You killing me It's understood I'm at a loss of dignity I know a lot of friends is not who they pretend to be That's why the ones I keep we always move as one entity I feel there's certain endangerments in this life You gon' keep your head down On the pavement or you gon' fight I continue to get back up Cause I gotta run my sack up Girl I know you been out the country but can you check up Lately it's been difficult practicing this monogamy I feel like Steve Lacy Too blind to see you in front of me On these beats I only speak what I know And that's the realest shit a young nigga done ever wrote On these beats I only speak what I know And that's the realest shit a young nigga done ever wrote