Never Found They Way

I was just thinkin bout you Man, some niggas went ot the other side yeah Some still here but they dead on the inside Just cuz you exist don't mean you really livin You know hey Hey this just poetry that flows from me no rosaries to give Just reminded when my people died for me to really live Remember you drove me to the cut and my hammer got jammed Wasnt my soul to snatch cuz he end up getting blammed So wasnt no dirt on my hands I miss momma table. Paid in full while we weigh out grams Instrumentals playin, Momma upstairs prayin Was never fame that I was after Is there heaven for a bastard? Tryin to find our way. Lost in the maze Ghetto got us crazy, poverty got us crazy When brody left the earth, I asked God why he aint take me?> I know demons hate me, cuz I was supposed to be where they at I mean I was actually there, but grew out the habitat Ashamed at the times I let it pull me back Misery loves company and hate to see when you on track You know its truth over facts, I'm not measured by they stats My ways I display you would say I was way above that Remember baggin P's all night slappin this can't be life Some of my niggas hit the state, some hit the gates Some hit that poison Never Found they way Hey, i was just thinkin about you Remember baggin P's all night slappin this can't be life Some of my niggas hit the state, some hit the gates Some hit that poison Never Found they way Man i was just thinkin about you Try to write a song about the pain direct, but the paper soakin wet Tried to write a letter to heaven, wish i could send a text But I feel my people in my spirit they aint never really left Sometimes I wonder what words will I produce with my last breath Lately feel that cloud lurkin, but I cant fear death Hug your people love your people Aint no tellin when theyll check out I cant hold no grudge, too much love to be weighed down I still hear them gun sounds I still take them back routes To Some some people i might as well be dead, because i let em down Is there a fee i can pay, for one more time to see your smile? Hear your voice, one life and death we void of choices On that man upstairs, do your best to be prepared. Who said that life was fair, try to keep my conscience clear While i journey down here, in this whip tight grip Not sure where to steer So many peers died in vain Is that my place to say? Im just a pilgrim on a journey, none of us get to stay Remember baggin P's all night slappin this can't be life Some of my niggas hit the state, some hit the gates Some hit that poison Never Found they way Hey, i was just thinkin about you Remember baggin P's all night slappin this can't be life Some of my niggas hit the state, some hit the gates Some hit that poison Never Found they way Man i was just thinkin about you I was just. I was just thinkin bout you thinkin bout you Thinkin bout you. This cant be life Never found they way