Can't Believe It

Just Cant Believe It Another Smack in the Face Only this time, It's a Case of Accuzating a MAKE Believe And Fabricated Pretend, A Stupid Fucking Figment of My Imagination, that I just HAD to Defend And Maybe its True Maybe All Those Dreams that I had And Visions of You Were Just how I Grew Immune To all the Pressures and Stress That Sheltered my Ignorance I Couldn't Face, None the Less The Thought of You in Distress And Thinking That, In all Reality, My mind Just may Be Expecting That Ima find some Proof of Activity Which's Suggesting That you had taken the time to Arrange And Piece together Flawless Lies See This cannot be the Way That you Have Changed A Process of Elimination I guess The elevation that I felt See I thought we was Past Having to Confess Or Break the Ice Or Sacrifice This Relationship is so Complex Girl I'm Terrified... terrified And I dunno how to Handle it You can handle yourself I tell myself every minute That the Clock Ticks Counting Seconds Til you put into a Prison In my Head Its like I want you fucking Barricaded Into ya Walls Yet Keep the Outside World A-straying This Im Ashamed of I hate that I gotta Meddle And put myself into business Because I'm scared of a little exposure If its helpful Baby your just a Prime Example of Me Retaliating Cause you just too Special And I dunno how to Handle it Tried bout Absolutely Everything in Attempt To get my Mind off of it