My Promise

Cmon Boo, Pick up the phone - Hi it's Nicole I can't get to my phone right now Just me leave a message and I'll try to give you a call back - F*CK Twice I've turned my back on you I fell flat on my face but didnt lose Was it the blue light Gone fragile Was it above the man In a wonder steady going under I'm thinking I'm a fool and that's a fact Everything we gave at the time it was a blast You fill in my everything You are everything I lack Both of us go insane Your my good and I'm your bad Yeah I get it, we have been here Stuck lost in these last years Barely even noticing That time is out here passing I wanted to get past it Changing things, and cashin But money wasn't it Hell naw it had me in a mad grip Your my fucking angel heaven sent Man I swear it This is one my qualities I WONT let you inherit Tendencies, but Ima take us further Yea I swear it further than we ever been Watch, Ill make it apparent I was just a coward and I turned my whole back Used to meet you in the shower Now I never come back You asked me if I loved you I replied of course I do Asked me for a bumpski I replied - Just for you I shoulda been stronger Twice I've turned my back on you I fell flat on my face but didnt lose Was it the blue light Gone fragile Was it above the man In a wonder steady going under Standing in the night While we staring to the sky Questioning our actions Wondering how we gettin by Honestly your beautiful You still gimme butterflies When I can muster up the courage To look you within the eyes You are something, someone I never Thought that I would have Country bumpkins, redheads, blondes And blacks, they nothing to RAD Compared to 100% perfection Finest in the land, damn right You better believe it, when I say it Its fact For what I've done to you I feel like Im a monster How, and why you didn't leave I'm always gonna wonder But in the end your here And I feel like we have conquered The worst - together, side by side Ya, we exulted Every single one my actions All of them was ignorant But I gotta think Thank God that your different And I still got you here cause If I lost you, Ida gave up Broken promises, and truths To be honest Couldnt have blamed ya I gotta do it right This time for the better And I just gotta thank god That we still together Now I have time to show you now Watch me man up I hardly even recognize what I see In the mirror But its gonna get better Its gonna get better Twice I've turned my back on you I fell flat on my face but didnt lose Was it the blue light Gone fragile Was it above the man In a wonder steady going under Once was too much And a thousand was never enough Hundreds and fifties I spent like thousands of bucks But in the end All that truly mattered was us I am so grateful to have you Within this life that I ruined This is my promise Naw never again This i my guarantee As your best friend Remember Its always and forever Never again