Descent

I-I can't sleep but don't want to be awake I can't go but I know i can't stay And it's alone that I deal with the pain Knowin' inside that I'll never be the same You could watch me as I make my descent Every living soul in this world I resent Every single secret to my chest that I've kept And to all those deceased in their piece may they rest Patience we do not have Fixation on money bags Obsession with what you lack It's all in your cataracts I find it kinda funny how your vision ends up blinding you And when you lose yourself it's troublesome just finding you And all those sweet memories only reminding you Of who you lost and all the things they coulda tried to do Dreams in the dirt Lines getting blurred Tell me your worth I want my thoughts preserved Under the earth In dark I'm immersed These worlds I traverse I fall in reverse All these wars in my mind i Incite And every single demon left behind I invite The thing about a hole is you could always see the light The thing about a death is you could never set it right I-I can't sleep but don't want to be awake I can't go but I know i can't stay And it's alone that I deal with the pain Knowin' inside that I'll never be the same You could watch me as I make my descent Every living soul in this world I resent Every single secret to my chest that I've kept And to all those deceased in their piece may they rest See they just want you want what they have Why you think we always post about it on the 'gram Just so somebody could tell that you are the man Getting a lot of likes and then do it all again Tell me are you satisfied Yeah What would happen if you're outta time Ay I just figured what to do with mine Yeah Yeah instead of actin' paralyzed imma change a paradigm Always been my worst enemy Challenging myself mentally Breaking all of these tendencies That's how you set a legacy I don't hope they remember me I just trigger their sensory I can make all these memories With a transfer of energy To be honest our whole life we've been lied to And I'd be lying if I said I'm nothing like you So many different things that I really thought that I knew But it all changed ever since I couldn't find you I-I can't sleep but don't want to be awake I can't go but I know i can't stay And it's alone that I deal with the pain Knowin' inside that I'll never be the same You could watch me as I make my descent Every living soul in this world I resent Every single secret to my chest that I've kept And to all those deceased in their piece may they rest