use yr words

Can you please just speak to me It all builds up eventually I hate to see you when you break I know it's far too much to take You're hard to speak to when it's late You say these things you'd never say I tell the truth, you're wide awake You cannot sleep, I cannot stay I know it's getting really hard Your bottle breaks up into shards You try to hold it all inside It's so much worse if you just hide It's hard to breathe when you're around I need to get up off the ground I need some company I need someone right now Can you please just use your words Everything is getting worse Tell me that you wanna die I won't care and I won't fight Waste my time just begging please Told myself that you would leave I miss the days when we were happy And I'd sing you right to sleep So please just get away from me Suffocating on my knees What your words had meant to me Guess I just needed to leave I can't breathe, I dream of death Constant banging on my chest I hope you know I tried my best But it all comes to a rest And I'm sat here as I scream As the blood all covers me Fall apart, I'm on the floor I just want to be ignored My mind is plagued with all these thoughts But they've never added up Until now, but it's okay Just use your words, and never wake