Down Spiral Depersonification

Swirling down this usurping vortex Into the deepest realms of all I have lost the path – it is senseless To resist its agonizing call Reaching…Reaching for the beginning Escaping from pain screaming memories Where no remedies ever helped me out I am falling deeper into what truly is The oppressed sides of myself screaming out loud This back breaking pain is deafening my ears A thousand thunders inside of my head I am devoured by this emotional morass These unbearable screams – will I be dead? Words unspoken – like deafening menaces - Reverberating prophecies of destruction Saturating this prosperous darkness which comes over me like a cureless infection Plunged into my life-threatening illness Self devouring suffocating screams Assuming the shape of a continuous flow of darkness The essence of Insanity's bloodstream NO! NO! Leave me - leave me alone! Escape! Plunged into my life-threatening illness Self devouring suffocating screams