pause (feat. Paige Dyer)

I plead to the voices in my head To quit it's tricking in my mind and then they said It'll get louder by the beat of the song Your sanity will flip from the hit of the bong And I press pause And I press pause My eyes are so hazy Illusions chasing me Heartbeat a mile a second Can't help this fear that's crept in And I press pause And I press pause Sanity slipping I'm tripping I'm gripping the earth with the balls of my feet (heat) Temperatures rising again and I'll pause When my mind will deplete (weak) Stand up to me and you'll witness a man Who wish he would cease (freeze) Slowing the time down Wish for the summer days We were all friends then No weight surrounding our friend group I stay nostalgic No time to rewind Everything felt safe Wish for them good days I miss those good days Stare at my blank face Chasing those love times I miss the mind maze I miss the sun's taste I miss the old scents I miss my old life I miss my old friends Locked in my brain waves I start to day dream Beg for the night time Dreaming in past tense And I press pause And I press pause I'm stuck in blinding shade Eyes wide and I'm afraid Thoughts in my mind betray What secrets do I hide from myself everyday I stretch out my lungs and I'm starting to breathe But a breath doesn't satisfy this thirst that I need The lust that I greed The craving I feed The candy they give to keep me on my feet Press pause rewind press play That's the kind of stuff that's on my mind everyday And I press pause