Selfish (feat. TyBooter)

Hey, it's me I mean, you know that I know I keep calling and texting I don't mean to be annoying, but this is me trying I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back, but I'll keep trying I don't know what else you expect me to do, but I hope you'll watch this all the way through I don't really know where to start I don't want to say the wrong thing, and I know it won't mean anything It's coming from the heart, so I just want you to know that I'm sorry And I'll keep apologizing for a lot of the things I know I made a big mistake I'm sorry for what I did, for what I said It didn't mean at all Shawty calling my phone every day just to make sure I'm okay What the f*ck, I'm going insane Fucking around with all these dudes What the f*ck do I do Every single night feels like something new happened, and I can't change that shit Because every single time it's playing in my brain It goes like this shit It goes la-di-da What the f*ck you doing, bitch Yeah, you lied every night You went out with that guy Now I can't change my mind Can't change my mind when I saw those messages you texted me What the f*ck do I do It ain't hurting me I just feel like I just need to run away Run away Find someone else another day Don't feel the same You fucking up inside my brain Like a record repeating on the same tone every night and day I just wish you just told me the truth Told me the truth Because we could have fixed it if you knew what to do I'm just trying to escape Don't want to face the pain of my own brain Got no choice but to stay up in my lane Why do the days just feel the same I feel trapped like there's no way Just to bring you back to me Goes on and on and on and on I gave it my all, but we still fall apart And I always put you first, but that shit hurt me the worst Because I gave it my all, but we still fall apart How the f*ck you call yourself if you don't speak up on my pain unless you felt it I paid my own way without no help I don't need you I need myself With all the pain that I had held Because you didn't have no time for me, but you had time for someone else How the f*ck you call yourself if you don't speak up on my pain unless you felt it I paid my own way without no help I don't need you I need myself With all the pain that I had held Because you didn't have no time for me, but you had time for someone else Shawty calling my phone every day Just to make sure I'm okay What the f*ck I'm going insane Fucking around with all these dudes What the f*ck do I do Every single night feels like something new happened And I can't change that shit Because every single time it's playing in my brain It goes like this shit It goes la-di-da What the f*ck you doing, bitch Yeah, you lied every night You went out with that guy Now I can't change my mind Can't change my mind When I saw those messages you texted me What the f*ck do I do And it hurting me I just feel like I just need to run away Find someone else another day