Addiction

Yeah I just don't know how to deal with this I just don't know how to deal with this (deal with this) Drown in drugs to ease my sorrows (my sorrows) Pour it up, I wanna die slow Had to grow up and do different things But I can't keep myself together, this is tense (this is tense) I've been dealing with addiction (addiction) I've been dealing with addiction All the time that I've lost I should've not been involved, yeah You had the call, you clicked ignore, yeah I had to pick all my pieces and ball, yeah You turned my summer into a broad And I ain't doing the same for far I just been fighting with my thoughts, yeah Been thinking 'bout you, can't make it stop Gave you the tools to break my heart Now I'm here lost in the dark Don't know 'bout you and I'm scared of these parts (wow) Yeah, these are the time that I feel alone There is nothing new girl, I been on my own But I never thought you was goin' to be the one who does this Didn't think so I just don't know how to deal with this I just don't know how to deal with this (deal with this) Drown in drugs to ease my sorrows (my sorrows) Pour it up, I wanna die slow Had to grow up and do different things But I can't keep myself together, this is tense (this is tense) I've been dealing with addiction (addiction) I've been dealing with addiction (Hold up, nah nah nah) We was the band you never ever before But then you left and now my heart done turned to stone Still can't believe it girl, you always been this cold Had to get away from you (ouh) We was in different locations I was in Virginia feeling anxious (anxious) You was in the city making playlists Damn, you played my homies shit I'm petrified from how you moving bitch I texted you 'bout how I gave you love You read that shit and then deleted it F*ck, I don't know what to do anymore Shit, I don't I just don't know how to deal with this I just don't know how to deal with this (deal with this) Drown in drugs to ease my sorrows (my sorrows) Pour it up, I wanna die slow Had to grow up and do different things But I can't keep myself together, this is tense (this is tense) I've been dealing with addiction (addiction) I've been dealing with addiction