Deranged

Yeah, they keep on saying I'll never make it If that's what you think, then I'm gonna change it But you don't even care 'cause you're not facing All the problems that I do, but I have training So I don't care what you think anymore Music's in my blood, right down to the core And if you have a problem, you're just a corpse And if you want detail, then here is the gore I'll rip you apart I'll punch a new hole in your chest just to reach in and tear out your heart Don't know where to start 'Cause I can't decide which of where is my favorite part Grew up in the dark I hid my whole life from these people, I didn't even go to parks You think that I'm smart? Just 'cause I rhyme a few words about hope doesn't mean I stayed out of the dark Yeah, people keep saying I changed, well guess what? They never knew me I'll just spaz out and freak out and punch you in the face, well, I don't know, guess you can sue me I just keep doing these bad things and these sad things 'cause the darkness consumes me Didn't even mean to lose me, but I have been searching for so long I feel like I'm losing I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged You people are slow, just get out of my way I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged My mind is so messed up, I'm going insane (My mind is so messed up, I think I'm just going insane) Lights on My mind can be scary with lights off Get out of my way 'cause my sights on all my dreams and my visions I thrive on all these haters that saying "I hate all your music You think you're the best? Well I think you are losing You want my opinion? Your music is stupid I'll open up SoundCloud and then I can prove it I ain't even gonna speak, 'cause you just released the beast And I'm 'bout to start the feast, but the least You could do is to let all of these people's talking decrease Or they'll have a broken neck, and they'll need more than just a priest They're deceased Rudest with it Spitting fire, while you're cooler with it You're prehistoric and I'm futuristic I got my wordplay, you're too simplistic People keep saying I changed, well guess what? They never knew me I'll just spaz out and freak out and punch you in the face, well, I don't know, guess you can sue me I just keep doing these bad things and these sad things 'cause the darkness consumes me Didn't even mean to lose me, but I have been searching for so long I feel like I'm losing I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged You people are slow, just get out of my way I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged I feel a little deranged My mind is so messed up, I'm going insane (My mind is so messed up, I think I'm just going insane) Agh, I'm so fed up "You got to keep your head up" Just shut up, 'cause all the positivity is killing me And there's a monster will in me That just comes out unwillingly And wants to slit your throat, are you getting me? Yeah, you keep grinding my gears I do not care for my peers I only care for myself because y 'all keep on doubting me I'll pull a knife and bring out all your fears (AGH) No, this ain't a movie, but I'm psycho Push me far enough and I just might go My flow is hard enough to decapitate all of y ' all at once I'm afraid that my psycho side just might show I went to the dark side and I never felt the same And now I'm feeling like Drake, 'cause nothing ever was the same