Drifting Away

It's been a year now All this up and down Can you hear me now Can you hear me now How we feeling now Do you know I'm proud All this waiting round Court dates never finish Only robbing time Heart its stuck not feeling Someone wind me up Need to touch the cielings When I'm feeling down How we standing rounds Down where canvas found Kicked a fighter down How you go and take Son of father out Like you latched a worm Got your tackle out How you juggle bait This no cat and mouse See his gift just sitting Dust be reminiscent of how long it been its Losing bits picture soul in pieces Trying to stitch together, time it pass in seasons As I juggle reasons with my mental reason Trying to tame a demon as they keep on pushing On the edge I balance with no plank beneath me Feeling breaths away we connected now To the land that's living and ones clocking out How my soul it drifts through my life away Feel the tether loosen slowly tugged away This was never plans blueprints never fitted Shouldn't be this way deep inside you feel it Know the heart beat loud if you press you feel it Know your father loves you since I met the feeling There's no better feeling you gone grow up Strong , don't you not believe it Only Lord knows, out my eyes I see it Spending months away Such a bitter feeling got me out place Where the view I'm looking trying figure out What's the role to play when your hands be cuffed Meeting calls with lawyers court dates pushing out She wants money now tell me what amount Exchange cash for minutes, ours now counted out Lap the world around still ain't see your smile How much taller now, gotta mark it down With a crayon, a pencil, marker, scratch it out Tell me what's been up, what your mind thinks How fast time moves when your eye blinks Know my heart beats to you heart synced In your thoughts reach when your lost dream Know your never faulted for the routes scenes Though How life seems Cut through ripped seams When a half gone, Know still heart beats