Falling

Why do I feel like I'm falling down I cannot hear you I'm calling out Stress Causing procrastination from the best This is a test Feeling irritated and depressed In my mind I need to coalesce Bring it together I am feining for a dream with no effort It's a pattern gotta handle things better Chronic habits keep on feeding me pressure I'm ready to go With my brothers start a business and roll It's under control How much more can I give them This lack of energy is hard as a symptom When I can't beat it without needing prescriptions Caffein got me speeding and twitching Hard to sleep at night I can't seem to get it Screaming inside I keep seeing visions I'm asking Why do I feel like I'm falling down I cannot hear you I'm calling out Why do I keep stalling doubt Why do I keep falling down My future is calling now So why does it feel like I'm going to drown Why do I feel like I'm falling down I cannot hear you I'm calling out From all of the stalling I have to move From all of the falling I had to bruise But now that I'm crawling and walking Then I'll need to get back to Where we were going now Hold up wait Why am I here if I don't want to change Cognition had to go reappraise Reevaluate the meaning of safe Taking risks to get a lead in the race Scar tissue had to bleed the mistakes Golden circle had to recalibrate Adequate sleep making time for some play Had to redefine my reason to get out of bed Clear the clouds I'm breaking out of my head I found my center farther from the dread Focused on the future speeding ahead The wind in full sail while I'm catching my breath The change it will prevail Reaffirm the rest Weighed in on the scale Burning in my chest Sing it with my soul Learning from myself Why do I feel like I'm floating Now I can hear you were going From all of the stalling I have to move From all of the falling I had to bruise But now that I'm crawling and walking Then I'll need to get back to where we were going now Why do I feel like I'm falling down I cannot hear you I'm calling out Why do I stalling doubt Why do I keep falling down My future is calling now So why does it feel like I'm better now