Ambition

They say you only get one life But mine is like a billion lives Skinny til they fed me lies On a sunset beach In my darkest times She lives on sunny side She always know what I like But she don't love me all the time She only love me like a drug when I get her high Filling up her body With my body Go as deep as it gets Whole world chase control Fame, money and sex I'm in an existential crisis like you don't understand I'm talking bout new truths Connect us to heaven like bluetooth Live like a god amongst men Millions of fans Hey that's the plan It's not who I am Everybody know me right But ain't nobody know me right Treat me like they do online They drag my name through the mud Like I'm hell on fire But when I was a youth, a child I couldn't ever get it right I couldn't keep my head on tight I always dreamt to the sky Now I'm losing my mind Wanna be somebody Hide the bodies All this blood on my hands Whole world chase control Fame, money and sex I'm in an existential crisis like you don't understand I'm talkin bout new truths Connect us to heaven like bluetooth Live like a god amongst men Millions of fans Hey that's the plan It's not who I am Is that who you are Is this this who you love Is that who you wanted to be When you dreamt up this new philosophy And we own this Hold this Want this all in a dream Whole world chase control Fame, money and sex I'm in an existential crisis like you don't understand I'm talking bout new truths Connect us to heaven like bluetooth Live like a god amongst men Millions of fans Hey that's the plan But it's not my ambition Or rendition of vision That something fictitious Could be this damn vicious I'm choked On a rope Let me go I don't want this no more All these clones Like hey Boba Fett Run off the set Cashing the check Say bye to my friends Hop on the jet Make some new plans Try to change what I am