Derealizing

I like the cut of your jib From the rubber, up to the top I kill the strongest cat And I lay it at her feet She bear me a son in the castle that I built I make the hunt seem easy Make the big bucks Can f*ck all night I make the outside seem evil, animal and afraid I could care less who I become to you all I’ll kill for love I’m fifteen steps ahead I derealize you All the water for me I’m a killer, a dying breed A strangers eyes in the mirror looking back This way isn’t easy Through the rubble and through the fire I sleep ready for murder No surprises in or out Lately, can’t remember the blooming Shameless, can’t remember my name In the horror of love In trembling, Completely in terror I grow lifeless