meanwhile, just panic

I hate my own brain right now Things that I wish I knew how The sweat drips from my eyebrow Oh, peace, my friend, where art thou I wish I had just one day Without my head feeling dead Cause my mind feasts on the unsaid that's piled up in my head Can I be honest real quick I'll be the first to admit I'm afraid of what happens when I die and beliefs are lies I hope I sike my grave out This life is too short for doubt Pardon my openness But that's what we're all thinking about (I hate my own brain right now Things that I wish I knew how The sweat drips from my eyebrow Oh, peace, my friend, where art thou) Wait Oh, peace, my friend, where art thou Only by torture comes the truth It's better for a house of cards to be knocked down sooner than later They say it'll set me free I'm just afraid I'm not gonna like it