the aesthetics of disdain for the self

Time passed, we changed New clothes, same face And I'd wish you well On this carousel Time passed, time changed Now it means nothing And I'd stop and say hi But maybe I'm terrified When did everything get so sad I mean I guess it was always like that But now it's an aesthetic And I find it so pretentious Plain White T's and Lil Peep Listen to Nirvana religiously I play into the aesthetic And I find it so pathetic This is just fine I do not mind Why do I try To keep a composed smile You know I know We don't talk anymore Full speed ahead Next stop, my grave When did everything get so sad I mean I guess it was always like that But now it's an aesthetic And I find it so pretentious Plain White T's and Lil Peep Listen to Nirvana religiously I play into the aesthetic And I find it so pathetic When did everything get so sad I mean I guess it was always like that But now it's an aesthetic And I find it so pretentious Plain White T's and Lil Peep Listen to Nirvana religiously I play into the aesthetic And I find it so pathetic