Character Development

How could you do this to me? Play with my heart so carelessly You told me it wasn't just casual, But now I see through the lies—it's habitual I gave you my trust, my body, my soul, But you keep leaving me out in the cold You push and pull, you break and bend Over and over, it never ends I'm left here wondering who you've become Where's the sweet boy I once knew—the one? How could you treat me this way and still sleep at night? How do you call this normal, like it's all just alright? You said you cared, but you've torn me apart Ripping piece by piece from my fragile heart I miss what we had, but it's gone, it's spent So thanks for the character development I thought we had something deeper than this But your actions don't even qualify as friends You can hook up like it's just a game But I gave you my all—I don't feel the same I was never just a casual fling But you treated me like I was worth nothing You push and pull, you break and bend Over and over, it never ends I'm left here wondering who you've become Where's the sweet boy I once knew—the one? How could you treat me this way and still sleep at night? How do you call this normal, like it's all just alright? You said you cared, but you've torn me apart Ripping piece by piece from my fragile heart I miss what we had, but it's gone, it's spent So thanks for the character development I hate that you have this power over me That your indifference is all I can see I tried to be what you wanted me to be But nothing I gave was enough—can't you see? I'm breaking, I'm shattered, I've hit the wall You pushed me here, I gave you my all You're right—you're not the same, I can't pretend You're not the sweet boy I once called a friend You'll never know the pain that you've caused But I'll take it and move on, no matter the cost I'll miss what we had, even though it's now desolate But thank you for the character development