Misunderstood

We live here not to lose I’m right, I’m not confused Am I blind or I know the truth It’s the only thing that I should proof Did you feel the same as I do know Cause everything I do it’s just like you I can’t grow so I will fall But if I do it I’ll do it better than you I can change myself if I’ll try So I will try, I will try That everything is OK with me I will lie, I will lie Can you just believe me that I could die, I could die You can understand if you’ll see it By my side, by my side Sometimes I feel the pain I can’t escape from the horror that I’m in Everyone is changing but I don’t know how Cause everything I saw was just a dream You are not the only one Who wants to give up and be “Gone” I should thing that it’s all inside Inside of my head I can change myself if I’ll try So I will try, I will try That everything is OK with me I will lie, I will lie Can you just believe me that I could die, I could die You can understand if you’ll see it By my side, by my side I can change myself How many times I've tried, I've tried That everything is OK with me How many times I've lied, I've lied Can you just believe me that I could die, I could die You can understand if you’ll see it By my side, by my side I can change myself if I’ll try So I will try, I will try That everything is OK with me I will lie, I will lie Can you just believe me that I could die, I could die You can understand if you’ll see it By my side, by my side