Loop, Pt. 2

I want to open my eyes and see how I can define The feelings I can't describe when I am Stuck in a loop And when it goes I feel dumb I can't not feel like the sum of my feelings When I'm not thinking Outside of the template I built for myself It's crumbling into itself I don't know anything else What do I do for myself I dunno how time will go When I can't be reliable With my own mind It's all the time I come to find my brain is lying I dunno how time will go When I can't be reliable With my own mind It's all the time I come to find my brain is lying And when I think too hard, that's when my thoughts fall apart I never get so far to see myself do my part Falling, I'm falling in the same old patterns And knowing it's getting bad There's only so much to do when you're alone and You're splitting yourself in two I dunno how time will go When I can't be reliable With my own mind It's all the time I come to find my brain is lying I dunno how time will go When I can't be reliable With my own mind It's all the time I come to find my brain is lying