Blissful

I told you Real eyes realise real lies Confide inside my mind Know there ain't no peace in my eyes I realised that I don't feel right Dull lies and unappealing lullabies Your schemes to which I fiend Still you're the apple of my eye Still I cry with this defiance I ain't lying I'm sick of trying and fighting with my demons I'm stuck and lost At what cost I stopped feeling and started concealing my pain I'm sick of being a being My pockets slim I'm a fiend and I got nothing to gain Your ignorance persists and yet I just feel the same Like a blossom feel bliss get caught in the rip and let the pain slip away Tie me down with a rope But tired of losing you say This ain't fairy tales or fiction look at the bigger picture Go figure this pain inside my brain has my Shit up off the Richters Ridiculous shit Sick of staying conflicted Predicted it But shit that doesn't fix it My minds stuck and it's twisted