EVERYDAY

Every day I wake up and I feel that I'm not enough I wonder and think about all the shit I fucked up Everybody I know you know exactly what I'm talking about I'm just lost in a whole world of my own doubt I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so lost in commemorating my misery I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so lost in commemorating my misery Every day I wake up and I feel that I'm not enough I wonder and think about all the shit I fucked up Everybody I know you know exactly what I'm talking about I'm just lost in a whole world of my own doubt Alright Let's Get it. What I will is my fate A better-angeled spirit negates And never to be what I am An unconscious mankind Imagine looking down to find The full house to starve behind But I'm one of kind The spark of divine Betting my house on my mind Every day the fight to survive A written suicide soliloquy My Lincoln blues Miss. Malignancy It's always the shit I didn't do A scratch to conceal the whole roof A Hocus Pocus steals the truth The built towers The products of our superpowers To a blooming onion A bleeding heart A pinwheel of death Every day begins anew restart Life's illusion A forgotten wrong Nature's dance A moment of a song Genius berths from the darkest flowers My inferior grew hotter in the coldest showers Every day I wake up and I feel that I'm not enough I wonder and think about all the shit I fucked up Everybody I know you know exactly what I'm talking about I'm just lost in a wide world of my own doubt I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so lost in commemorating my misery I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so lost in commemorating my misery Every day I wake up and I feel that I'm not enough I wonder and think about all the shit I fucked up Everybody I know you know exactly what I'm talking about I'm just lost in a wide world of my own doubt Add the butter to the flour Not too hot just roux to begin Just like Bubba's Cadet Hightower Again the blow I'm spiraling I incline to decline and implode my land-mind The psychopath dehumanized The day I cracked my created vine My Black dragons the hole My White beast my drunk troll To lick the honey my feeble goal No baby you can't swallow whole From the prophet To the God I determine when I go cold Every day I'm stuck on sautée And Daddy Ishmael never lead me brave The quicksand left my heart replaced A book of fable My tale of woe I started narcotics to find hoes But Imagine the end of the story though I'm too weak just to do the deed I suppose the well brought strength to me Every day I wake up and I feel that I'm not enough I wonder and think about all the shit I fucked up Everybody I know you know exactly what I'm talking about I'm just lost in a wide world of my own doubt I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so lost in commemorating my misery I don't know what's wrong with me I'm so lost in commemorating my misery Every day I wake up and I feel that I'm not enough I wonder and think about all the shit I fucked up Everybody I know you know exactly what I'm talking about I'm just lost in a wide world of my own doubt