Life I'm Down

OHHHHHHHHOWHOWOH My mind's world goes all around I'm thinking bout my life, I'm down I know it ain't always safe and sound And Monsters holding me, oww My mind's world goes all around I'm thinking bout my life, I'm down I know it ain't always safe and sound And Monsters holding me, oww Can't swim I might drown Where is God's hand to be found I'm looking out here hypocrites Out here and surrounded Feeling myself doubted Bible aren't they bounded The hole in my heart's rounded Does heavens reach the mountains I'm spending all my thousands Feel myself allowing I'm Out here clowning Just to be all pouting My deepest secrets eating me And life ain't nothing but phantasy I been on my own since 19 And lately I been writing Full of bitter resentment Wonder when my mind quit In god given innocence I ain't throwing no toddler fits Killing myself slowly Feeling so so lonely My best friend name Hiromi I called Paomi First 3 months as homies My dimply face was all throughout Now I'm going to devil's house Red Riding hood is Doctor Faust But, she a bad bitch and my boss Without her I'd be lost She used to buy me clothes from Ross Now we shop at designer shops Without her I'd be lost I'm licking my wounds all out Jack it up and pour a shot About my existence doubt Searching for the route But can't up give up that easily I stay in bed Hide in my sheets Life's routine is wash and repeat I'm feel my emotions so deep I ain't no ted Bundy but a creep In the ocean lonely Thought a million homely I never wanted make to make a sound Been grinding so hard Now I'm proud My life is impermenent Life a series of unfortunately And one more pill I'm all in Is JuiceWrld really calling I'm high as f*ck on Dove White Release the psychedelic inside And now I crashed my car tonight I know, I know I'm not alright Ex-girl friend the opposite of tight And now I stay up all night Scared of my own sight And one day off in the white light Dark knight ain't ever save me And now I'm feeling crazy My mind's world goes all around I'm thinking bout my life, I'm down I know it ain't always safe and sound And Monsters holding me, oww Can't swim I might drown Where is God's hand to be found I'm looking out here hypocrites Out here and surrounded Feeling myself doubted Bible aren't they bounded The hole in my heart's rounded Does heavens reach the mountains I'm spending all my thousands Feel myself allowing I'm Out here clowning Just to be all pouting