The End

Tears fall that's rain right Fears manifest through pain like They live life From the inside That's real shit we deal wit Same shit through different lives So I guess we ain't that different right My mind state says yes My heart says no My heart says we blessed My mind so I wouldn't know My heart wants to show love My mind say show none They didn't show it back when it meant most I turn back act dead and go ghost My soul floats my mind gloats Ha like I told you nigga Fucking guible you too old for that nigga The story told warnings theses fucking tales from another I follow the trail fail and now he calls me his brother My mind split the left side hand slip the clip Inside the piece i got If not for the right side using slieght of hand To unarm the perfect form of defense against self This shit wouldn't seem so heart felt Theses lyrics of suicide give a Lucide vibe In theses dreams of losing life It's not what it seems Theses fucking metaphors meant for mental wars I myself is in for I've made mistakes that take many years To pay for Death ears receive payment Fear reconfigures and conceive what was thought ancient I thought I buried that shit Misery I thought I was done but I married that shit The prenup would of been nice But I've been carrying enough around for 2 lifes Enough to make it hard to do right I don't know if I try if I say I know I do that'd be a lie It's between me and god now It been seeming really hot now Winters night sheds a light that don't feel right It's got me unfocused the cold covered the road out of sight I might be losing my shit The right side starts removing this clip A gesture of him saying this isn't it