Times done changed

Putin in over time Money no ones holding mine Times done changed Times done changers Ride on me Slept on me Tired of fucking hula hoops around and round gotta jump through just to make it through Survivalist times two Mind say I gotta grind too Gotta be first never behind who Never gone be behind you That's talledaga alpha what's a beta Confidantes turn to hater you real it happens minutes later I cut some off I dust some off I bust somen off I got problems shit retarded Try my hardest to try an solve it F*ck it Manson dead call it Shits a waist don't check my wallet Make it quick we out here starven Caption this set flames to John the Baptist with this rap ish hear my voice see my face that's cat fish I Talk shit ignorance aint fucking bliss Just Think back on all the people you love All the one you wished you would All the one you wished you could All the one who ain't loved you back All the ones who want you back experiences you would never know Like the times when they held you close When the wrong person loved you most When right one did and you turned ghost Constant pressure to be the best that I can Hope the future me the better man Put the old me in a ambulance Bad decisions turn real that's not a coincidence Like I portray I'm fully innocent I stay sober to deal no stimulants But I could use a hit I could use a spliff I could use a bitch I could jump a cliff Sip a Fifth I could use a check I could Breaks some next What's the future let me see what's next Please let me save myself if god won't do it Sub like please don't do it You know we all go through it Some Words of wisdom locked in a prism We dead or we locked in a prison It's hard to only see heaven Nightmares since 11 I Never really seem god forgiven Maybe I should really listen more Maybe I should really feel it more Or maybe I shouldn't feel no more Maybe I shouldn't deal no more Maybe I shouldn't be real no more Maybe I keep it moving not be still no more Close my mind so they don't steal no more Close my heart so they don't kill no more Is this what I want I'm not really sure