GHOST

I've lost it, no way, how could this happen to me I've thrown it, away, now I'm a shell of nothing I've fallen apart, I've broken down I can't seem to find out who I am I've Lived a lie, I've been untrue Now it's finally come back to haunt me This ghost won't leave it'll feed on me Until I'm gone I've lost it, no way, how could this happen to me I've thrown it, away, now I'm a shell of nothing Who did I used to be This life don't belong to me The words I said, were not my own It's something that I heard once on the phone Everything, is all made up I never had a care but now I wish I did Who am I now I'm not myself Is this life worth living I've lost it, no way, how could this happen to me I've thrown it, away, now I'm a shell of nothing Who did I used to be (Who did I used to, who, who did I used to) This life don't belong to me (Not to me not to me) This is all my fault I swear to god I never wanted any of this to happen The decisions I made led to one bad thing, to another I couldn't stop it, it was too late Pieces of this reality fall down World shatters beneath me, I fall now If there was a way to try again I'd give my all, I'd give my all Believe me I'd give my all I'm sorry I hope today I've paid for my sins And although I'll continue to carry the weight of my regrets I can rest easy knowing I've felt punishment for my life