The only one

I can't be the only one Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun The pressures to much and I wanna run Tried to fight it but the darkness won I can't be the only one Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun The pressures to much and I wanna run Tried to fight it but the darkness won Therapy don't work anymore I feel worse when I leave Some of these thoughts lately have been hard to believe Family says I'm not acting like me I say whatever that means Chest feels tight when I breathe Probably the anxiety A slave to the pain I fear I'll never be free What a tangled web that I weave At night alone I drop to my knees Then beg, scream, cry and pled for something or someone Whatever is out there To give me guiding light Cuz I know that the path I'm walking isn't right Try to sleep at night But me and my demons fight Wish I could see it but there's no happiness in sight I'm normal in my head Most the time I wish I was dead Always thinking the little things that was said This heart got stomped to many times now I'm seeing red Gonna make this coffin my permanent bed I can't be the only one Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun The pressures to much and I wanna run Tried to fight it but the darkness won I can't be the only one Who's burned their eyes staring at the sun The pressures to much and I wanna run Tried to fight it but the darkness won