astray (feat. Heski)

Purple shadows on my wall Up all night I'm insecure Can't keep myself associated with liquor alone Nobody close enough to call Somebody save me from my thoughts, oh Where do I go Oh, where do I go (Thoughts rumbled in my head) Who will save my soul (I keep on running blind I'm trying to forget) Oh, where do I go Who will save my soul Only see black and white The bottle is waiting by The silence is deafening where can I go Oh I'm falling through space and time The silence is my demise The voices are calling me leave me alone I've been down here before Down here on my own, I'm gone I've been down here before Pieces I'm looking for where did it go Felt like I was floating Or maybe I was drowning Is it real? Is it real It's a certain type of way it makes me feel Like I was invincible And the dread is visceral And everytime I set expectation disappointment Time and time again I'm so tired, so tired, of losing control Oh, where do I go Who will save my soul Oh, where do I go Who will save my soul