Believe in Me

Big shoutout to fam and friends, our bond will never end I know things didn't go right but I hope we can make amends I pray my dogs don't turn to snakes when my success starts to begin When you're scoring pay attention, see how many will defend This son once had cloudy vision, no wonder he kept his heat tucked Now he use it to keep moving on whenever he feel he stuck So much fire locked inside of me, surprised I ain't self destruct If it's beef, fam by my side set to fry like you ordered deluxe Back when I was being formed in my mother's stomach Doctors telling her that I was gon be born with something A condition that would take away my speech and possibly make my brain function weak but she never gave up on me Made that choice to have me not knowing how bad I was gon be What most call ugly was the most precious thing she ever seen I'm cut from a different cloth, confidence runs in my genes And I owe it all to her for who I am at 18 Lately been tryna better myself, learned internal health holds way more value than external wealth Lose your heaven on the inside then the outside feels like hell We keep wishing for some change, reality's no wishing well so I'm here to tell you Nothing in this life is ever smooth So if you learn a lesson from a misfortune then you could never lose You're the only one who can fit in your shoes So watch out where you plant your feet cus it could steer you off course from your roots Sick of all these lies, deceiving me Y'all do anything for fame to come easily Don't even get surprised when they leave me But know it don't cost a thing to believe in me I hate when the ones who preach that we shouldn't take life for granted Be some of the biggest fuckin finger pointers on the planet Like we all continue falling and death marks the spot for landing I've fallen plenty of times, got back up and I'm still standing I think the biggest problem we face as humans are labels Cus when you unplug from the system, they'll say your losing your cables Why sit comfortably with lies when the truth is so freeing Before religion, race, or sex preference we all human beings But see they'll stab us in the back, won't give a f*ck if we're bleeding Then make us cry out for some help, pretend they don't hear us screaming Probably won't happen in this lifetime where we wake up from this dream Since it is so goddamn hard for us to look up from our screens Fade like Kobe, wet as a lake or throw the hook up like Kareem Sick with this my flow be coughing, need some syrup like the lean Found the levels to this shit, so bitch I dare you to play me Needed to vent, I grabbed the pen now t a threat for their safety Route to the top is moving slow, not in a rush to the attic Cus life will flip all In due time like that bitch mastered acrobatics Make your own reality, your mind's designed to be graphic I'm on the road not taken, cus the other side's lined up in traffic just know Nothing In this life is ever smooth So if you learn a lesson from a misfortune then you could never lose You're the only one who can fit in your shoes So watch out where you plant your feet cus it could steer you off course from your roots Sick of all these lies, deceiving me Y'all do anything for fame, to come easily Don't even get surprised when they leave me But know it don't cost a thing to believe in me