Rainbows

Sometimes I'm a desert I say Barely feeling I can belong Cause in me I find so much space That I can't stay still So I keep going on One idea over here And then the opposite will arise It's the mute in me And the eager to fearlessly ask Confusing my way I see mirages all around I give in to my faith Feeling lost, without a sign I don't know where I go Who I am I don't know But of something I'm quite sure That no matter what I'm gonna have fun Or at least I repeat that to myself Cause I continuously try to escape When I look deep at my own abyss And give in to my wildest fears I become that other side of me Which from the unknown always creeps The one holding me back That me I've always despised Cause sometimes I let myself cry By giving up before I try When my tears won't let me see the sky And my cup empty I finally find But just like the sun rises every day And sometimes the heat dries the earth Eventually when the rain comes The storms into monsoons turn Flooding my eyes with tears Drowning myself in fears Until I become the center of the eye Of the hurricane that's in my mind Then I go within And I open my eyes wide I let my mind speak As into my heart I dive A ray of light from the sun A new illusion is born Reflecting something in my eyes A truth I never realized Sometimes, like the sun, I am warm Sometimes I'm the moist of the fog A complementary oposición, I know But sometimes like raindrops I fall Through the bright light of the sun And countless rainbows I become Cause in my true colors I always find my way Cause In my true colors I'll always find myself