Trying

Think I've crossed the line this time Shut the door as flames and strife Burned deadly behind Shadows steal the air from here Curtains down, defiance disappears Releasing my fears Still not ready for sunrise The blood boils with poisonous pride I'll wait overnight To be all set to face the light Still not ready to apologize The dance of the twisted disguise Will last overnight Then I will start to try Echoes scream in bounce of the walls Through the dark accession crawl Can't take anymore Hope this chaos within subsides This is not how I designed The day to arrive Still not ready for sunrise The blood boils with poisonous pride I'll wait overnight To be all set to face the light Still not ready to apologize The dance of the twisted disguise Will last overnight Then I will start to try The darker the night Deeper the thoughts I am I am all in Pieces Now I see it The new sunrise My blood is cooling down and Tears run out I see what I've been without I am ready to apologize The dance of my own twisted mind Might return next night But I'm willing to try