Delusions

I don't even know why I am still trying My heart and soul is getting tired of fighting You're like poison to me Got me so weak in the knees I'm smart but not when it comes to love You see I make dumb decisions when you're close to me Tryna keep my distance but You won't let me leave You're everywhere I go I still hang on to hope That you will love me When you don't You live in my imagination I create these visions Of who you're supposed to be Absent from reality My reason why I can't sleep Driving my insanity So please baby Don't feed my delusions I'm trying to find my peace And when I see your face I don't know how to feel It takes me to a place A place that isn't healed You're my addiction Cause of my condition I'm losing myself because it never ends You see I start to question Can I ever love When it's not you, can I start anew But, you just keep coming back Like a ghost from the past Even if I try I can't say goodbye You live in my imagination I create these visions Of who you're supposed to be Absent from reality My reason why I can't sleep Driving my insanity Oh please baby Don't feed my delusions I'm trying to find my peace