True Story(Prod. Sinima Beats)

I had it all. Then I look in your eyes, & I watch it all crash over again. & ohh. Take a look at my tears I shed & know I know. I'll never change again. I closed my eyes, Cause people didn't see the pain. All the days full of cries, & the nights in the rain. Said I have something to lose, But nothing to gain. Blurry from the tears, I really didn't see the same. Even my heart left, But I was still alive. First life committed theft, Next it was suicide. It couldn't be a dream, Cause it felt like I died. In that lonely little church, I was trapped inside. Like the cell I was in, It felt like hell was within. When I looked in the mirror, All I saw was a dark stare. Then it started to get clearer, But I really didn't care. It's easy to face that fear, When you're full of despair. I swear, Life's unfair. When you want to, But just can't bare. The thought of making the choice. The choice knowing the pain, Of gasping for air. I don't remember his voice, But damn right he was there. I had it all. Then I look in your eyes, & I watch it all crash over again. & ohh. Take a look at my tears I shed & know I know. I'll never change again. I closed my mouth, Cause people didn't hear me shout. Maybe I was just assuming, But they looked a different route. Bet they saw my lips moving, Didn't care what it was about. Once they heard I was improving, Everyone started to sprout. Remember when you said I suck, But I was still a scout. All I heard was good luck, When I was down in the drought. They heard me say I'm stuck, Saw life hit me like a cloud. Then all I seen was fake love, Once I made it out. They didn't even have my back, When crap when south. Well once they hear this, See I start with this track. They'll come out of the abyss, Knocking on at my door. Was your hand out, When I never ate. & down on the floor. Oh wait. I don't wanna hear it anymore, Cause I heard it all before. Look. We don't have it easy, Just because we ain't poor. There's people rich& sleazy, That don't care they have more. I don't care they have more. I had it all. Then I look in your eyes, & I watch it all crash over again. & ohh. Take a look at my tears I shed & know I know. I'll never change again.